i probably know what you were thinking then. but if all that didn't happen, i wouldn't be thinking what i'm thinking now.
what's the point of holding on to something which God forbids? I can't stand living in this life of sin. God, forgive me. I've disappointed you far too greatly. There's no justification for every mistake that we commit - like we are all human. so? We're humans and we're supposed to strive for the best to be in the hands of The Dominion.
it's so easy to say all. too easy. but why is it so hard to do whatever i just said? why is it so hard to be humans? ya Allah, this is truly life's biggest challenge. :'( I want to die as a faithful Muslimah. :'(
But there's this boy I just...feel for... far too greatly. I can't even say the word though I'm pretty sure I feel it. I know he saw what I wrote in my notebook yesterday dated about one and a half years back and just pretended not to see, and it was really awkward. You know how hard it is to suppress something that I truly believed in.
Yes I guess we're just not ready for that L word. whatever happens, we all know who is at the losing end. the women.
i just wonder, how can other guys be so sure?
May God bless our souls.
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